I’m still at College and still at Work. I’m still with my Wonderful Boyfriend. I’m still lacking a “group” of friends.
However, I am happy.
At times, i loathe the girl i was for so long. I feel sorry for who she had become due to circumstances she had no control over. I am no longer that girl. I don’t fear seeing people who once destroyed me, i don’t fear social situations where i have to talk to people that pretended to like me.
Now if i’m in those situations, i ignore them, or i exchange pleasantries because its polite, but i don’t actually consider them to be good friends, because they never liked me, and i accept that. I don’t need their acceptance and approval.
I have a few best friends. I see them every weekend and they make me happy. For the first weekend in february i have a weekend away with my boyfriend. I’m getting better. I’m going on holiday to a bungalow in Gran Canaria with my boyfriend in July. I work with one of my closest friends, and she makes work fun.
I am Happy.
And nobody can ruin that.
This was the best decision of my life.
it’s been a while…
Anonymous said: Where are you goiiiiing :(
To another blog. I just feel like I need to cut all ties and have somewhere that i can be 100% honest and that I can ask for help and opinions from people with out being judged :)
I probably won’t be on here much anymore.
If you’re wondering where I’m off to or why, just send me an ask!
I check my emails a lot so I’ll see when I get something!
Wishing every one of my followers the best for the future :)